Have been crazy! I don’t even know where my head is at. New years day I’m single and feel like I’ve wasted the last year dragging out an unhappy relationship.Met a few nice people, been drinking far too much and smoking. I even got silly piercings done because they wouldn’t do my tongue. I feel like sometimes I just need a time out. I just want to get away from reality for a while,I start filming tomorrow so hopefully this will keep me busy and sober!!! I just miss my family and want to get away!
I’m scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I’ll sink.
I can’t drown my demons, they know how to swim.